Sad Start

School starts again & I think I’m quite unlucky. Here an overview of the 1st week:

1. Very nice, same class with many ex classmates on day 1 & presented well too.
2. Didn’t install the files required for the day 2 problem because I thought of formatting my notebook. That led to me being quite clueless for the whole day. Since I didn’t work on the problem, I decide to put some extra work in preparing the presentation slides instead but I can’t complete it since my team didn’t finish the problem in time. Finally, submitted RJ through LEO but RJ is not saved despite the system telling me that it did.
3. Doing the compulsory self evaluation for day 3 at night keep giving me error. Also happened is something sad which I prefer not to say here.
   
4. After 2 days of severe downgrading = No morale for day 4.
   

There is 1 thing I’m sure me & many others do noticed is that it seems that almost everyone in year 3 is so sort of hyper active now. I also noticed a big sharp increase in knowledge of fellow students as compared to year 2 in the sense that almost everyone is kind of like a genius now somehow where they already knows the solutions to the lesson problem right after the first meeting. I think I’m gonna get lots of Cs this semester. I guess all these happened is due to the FYP and also due to the fact that year 3 is the time where students get to choose their specialised area of study. The area where they had the most interest in & also probably their strongest area or maybe it’s because of some other reasons.

For me & a few others that isn’t the case. I chose the wireless specialisation simply because I don’t know what specialisation suits me best. I just toss a dice & choose it as the dateline for choosing is running out. Wireless is no doubt my weakest area. I know totally nothing about it. I didn’t even own a mobile phone until the middle of last year (forced by my parents) & even then I switch it off almost all the time as I dislike mobile phones. I’m still wondering if I should have chosen what I feel as my best area instead.

Seeing that I’m now lacking so behind all my classmates. I know I’m dead for sure this semester. I can’t even remember what I learnt last time. Just hope I could scrape through this semester again.